Seeing isn't always believing.
I'm Jayde, I'm just a country gal.

Never get anywhere, everytime I get three steps up something, someone always brings me two steps back!
I see myself as worthless,Everyday i look in the morror and see imperfections. I wonder why god put such an inperfect person on this world. I though he did good? Why is he allowing me to hurt this bad? I give up on god. I would think differently but this is who I am and this is MY frame of mind, and I don't think that will ever change. I self harm. Now i do i can't stop. I will support eanyone who's having a tough time because i know what its like to feel alone. People are never alone. There is allways someone.

-Depressed.
-Cutter.
-Bulimic.
-Emotionally FUCKED.


When I'm too scared to look ahead, too full of regret too look back I look beside me and there she is the most beautifullest person you will ever see, Inside and out. I love her the most. Without her my life would empty, and I would be 6ft under! I love her too bits!

Follow. You know you want to.
♥
  1. ▼
    1. 646 notesTimestamp: Wednesday 2012/05/09 11:59:41Via: brand-nudeSource: thursdaysatthearcade
    1. sam-dew reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    2. everybodyfallsinlove reblogged this from emilycrmy
    3. tiedtopages reblogged this from emilycrmy and added:
      …and perhaps that’s because it was something you had to figure out for yourself. (I don’t regret that in the least.)
    4. mylifeisawalkingcontradiction reblogged this from walkingdead-420
    5. not-thetypicalwhitegirl reblogged this from emilycrmy
    6. emilycrmy reblogged this from bilboy
    7. bilboy reblogged this from walkingdead-420
    8. walkingdead-420 reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    9. photosmakeathousandmemories reblogged this from y0ureperfect
    10. infinitelyinfinite12 reblogged this from bargainwiththedevil
    11. rawrjoey reblogged this from royalmoxelle
    12. bargainwiththedevil reblogged this from littlexx0ne
    13. littlexx0ne reblogged this from inconspicuous-existing
    14. inconspicuous-existing reblogged this from delinquentz
    15. royalmoxelle reblogged this from imnotfreeyet
    16. awesomely-awosome reblogged this from y0ureperfect
    17. f0rget-the-mem0ries reblogged this from y0ureperfect
    18. hey-there-georgie-girl reblogged this from y0ureperfect
    19. imnotfreeyet reblogged this from y0ureperfect
    20. die-y0ung-and-save-yourself reblogged this from havesoulbutbesoulless
    21. thislovelycemetaryweather reblogged this from y0ureperfect
    22. y0ureperfect reblogged this from havesoulbutbesoulless
    23. havesoulbutbesoulless reblogged this from delinquentz
    24. delinquentz reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    25. the-therapistis-laughing reblogged this from broisto
    26. december-before-june reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    27. luminositea reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    28. alextaylorrr reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    29. ohheyitsmaryy reblogged this from newfoundkeighty and added:
      such a good songgggg
    30. newfoundkeighty reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    31. wayfarings0uls reblogged this from side-door
    32. side-door reblogged this from xcoffee-eyesx
    33. xcoffee-eyesx reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    34. beautiful-ailurophile reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    35. lovelusthurt reblogged this from infinite-euph0ria
    36. infinite-euph0ria reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    37. chels-kane reblogged this from thursdaysatthearcade
    1. ▲