Seeing isn't always believing.
I'm Jayde, I'm just a country gal.

Never get anywhere, everytime I get three steps up something, someone always brings me two steps back!
I see myself as worthless,Everyday i look in the morror and see imperfections. I wonder why god put such an inperfect person on this world. I though he did good? Why is he allowing me to hurt this bad? I give up on god. I would think differently but this is who I am and this is MY frame of mind, and I don't think that will ever change. I self harm. Now i do i can't stop. I will support eanyone who's having a tough time because i know what its like to feel alone. People are never alone. There is allways someone.

-Depressed.
-Cutter.
-Bulimic.
-Emotionally FUCKED.


When I'm too scared to look ahead, too full of regret too look back I look beside me and there she is the most beautifullest person you will ever see, Inside and out. I love her the most. Without her my life would empty, and I would be 6ft under! I love her too bits!

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